let me drown with intensity...

let the racuous beat, beat up forlon

let me drown with music

let music weep the loneliness...

not a very good day. hindi talaga. una dahil sa pagkainis over something.. pangalawa, ung sinabi sakin ng isang klasmeyt habang humahagulgul ako dun sa gilid ng basag na bintana habang nakatunganga sa noah's ark..

"uy yaan mo na, ayus na naman sa kanya na t0000000ooooT"

imposible!

kasi napakaimposible naman talga eh... kahit maayos hopeless parin din...

*mabingi na kung mabibingi.. basta gusto ko lang makinig ng makinig

i wished you were a stranger i cud disengage

♥ Pain has an element of blank♥

i am currently in love with emily dickenson poems... 

" sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are."

reaching the journey's end

classes are nearing an end. it's only a few days away that we'll have to bid goodbye to the school year that had brought about the people that we now are. over the months that had passed, i can say the people around me have changed alot. and i have changed also.

at the start of this ten months journey, i wished to find new friends, engage myself in new things and realize what my dream really is with the persons i wish to share it with. and yes i found the things that i am looking for -  friends. But unfortunately, in the course of finding new ones, i, unknowingly, have lost the ones who first touched my heart.

but why have i lost the ones i loved? because i drove them away and took them for granted?

i guess it's because of the changes. over the months that have passed, i came to realize that ive materialized into someone i dont know anymore, someone new. well, People change. From the way we look, think, act, feel, our attitudes - change. and i guess these changes brought about the new me and the new you. the new you and me with  attitudes and desires and dreams and likes that can never meet again, not the way they used to be.

changes when you realize these will you be the person you used to be or loose that person completely?

ive been thinking about a text message  ive received a year ago. it was sent anonymously and whoever sent that message, i thank you. it says:

"People say that you dont really know what you have until you lost them, but i knew what i always have , i just never thought i would loose them."

i started this journey with my friends and all the dreams that ive pictured  with them. And these dreams we've shared have been my map to reache the end of this  ten months   journey. they had been the guide to this journey's end. but i guess along the way, i've been lost. along with the people intertwined with those dreams. i lost some friends, the reasons for my journey.

it's only a week away from now.

andi'll be reaching the destination - alone.  and i gues i have to. coz i dont know how to find my way back and journey with the ones ive lost.

someone once said:

"losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. But, losing your reason for the journey... is a fate more cruel."

embrace

Album: Embrace

Artist: Urbandub

hehe lang mapost just cared to have some tracks from embrace ...

from the astounding lyrics, to the riveting arrangement , urbandub has indeed produced an incredible album that leave everyone in LSS with their first album Embrace.

got my copy from crisha, was actually on my wish list.

alert the armory. well this one is catchy, the music video as well was a good one.  itong song nila ung what made me appreciate rock music more, di lang sia talga maingay... tapos na-LsS pa ako dito...

frailty. when two people are dearly in love, chances that people or the world may connive into hindring that love may arouse ... pero if you love someone, ull fight for that person right? the love you have will become the strength that will move pero at times, that same love becomes your weakness... how? 

first of summer. spellbinding.... eto ung song na kinakanta ng lahat nung last summer...  'anywhere with you'  this song is about submitting your whole self to the person you love

when heroes die... one word nosebleeding ! ...anlalim ng meaning di ko magets, pero  i like the line '  once stars refuses to shine, show me signs that u care for me '

endless a silent whisper. we cant help ourselves from falling in love. but love is perilous, once too much, it may harm ourselves. but who is to blame? love for existing?

the end of something. my favorite track. meant it for someone. truth hurts that we may lose the ones we love for an unknown reason. and fck! that reason.

no hopeful returns... she's never returning